end.

the purpose behind my stories has all but been figured out

if you even ask me i pour forth like bursting spout

and as my hidden thoughts and even feelings i did convey

there's nothing left to hide about how my heart has melted away

it's lovely that it's simple how she so plainly took my heart

yet all so simple and so lovely and so now thence i must depart

since for my fears i hid and hid in secrets wrote

God casts out the fear and reinforced by her simple note

surely goodness and mercy will follow me in this life race

especially now that everything shines brighter, a reminder of His Grace.

-j

path.

in waiting for today we've taken so much time to pray
asking God to show us which path to go which way
both are tough and troubling and steep and narrow

but alack it's time to sleep and just pray when we wake tomorrow

-someone

i.

i have been so blessed that i think i am dreaming

i catch myself doubting that this can be the real thing

i cannot deny that this pain i have been feeling

i cannot compare to the joy that will be coming

-someone

gain.

when cloud are gray and full of rain
life derails like a high speed train
the world around us stays the same
and all the while we look insane

in searing loss is always pain
but something lost brings something gained
He lived His life He played this game
all so that we could cry His name

as slave's eyes look unto their master's hands
knowing no worth, we bow while He stands
so our eyes do looketh to the LORD we trust
until that He hath mercy on us

have mercy on us, LORD have mercy on us
our unworthy shameful hearts filled with malice
our souls abound with cries of the proud
but by grace God's grace does ever so abound

-someone

loss.

in all of the things my life's come across

i never imagined such a great loss

what can only be described as a beautiful token

only to be taken dropped and broken

such painful emotion can only be grasped

when something so precious removed from your clasp

the intensity of pain has crippled me to crawl

or was it better pain felt than nothing at all

from this loss comes much to discern

and although my heart is ever so stubborn

the greatest thing i'll ever learn

is just to love and be loved in return

-someone

hid.

we took a leap and put aside our fears

to accept each other in cheer and in tears

and with our doubt and uncertainty hid

i'm so glad we to each other committed

-someone

woke.

yesterday i woken, and i surely wish i hadn't
i am so weak so tired, i physically couldn't
i feel like there is nothing to push me through the day
no hope no drive no energy there can't possibly be a way
then i open Your book of records, the one that lists Your deeds
Your stories and Your words, and i slowly begin to read
flip open to a chapter of a book i've read before
the poetic book of psalms, one-eighteen twenty four
"This is the day that the Lord has brought about;
we will rejoice" we will sing and let us shout
has He not provided us the reason for our living
has He not given us the truth that we're forgiven
what more is there to ask for, than the greatest act of love
what more is there to need to live for, than solely God above
so this morning when i woke up, i knew that today would be
an awesome day because i know He's always there for me
today when i awoken i am joyful that i had
because today has opportunities to love Him and be glad

-someone

contento.

estoy muy contento, porque está aquí
你已經偷了我腦和我心
Своим примером, Я следить, люблю тебя

-someone

today.

today marks a new beginning, the end of yesterday
today marks a new commitment, far beyond my ability
to lead you in our lives for God, to love the world His way
for time to come, and love you forever and a day

-someone

心

我已經知道了，我也早就知道

你的心是開的，你不能阻止笑

-someone

faces.

oh brother where are thou timely mannered face

when half of our family is absent you race

to satisfy your greed and such an ugly disgrace

my stomach turns at the sight of two face

you preach and you lead with the front you put on

but behind these doors we see your nuance

suddenly you change and it's all for yourself

your self is now one, and you live for one's self

and sometimes you ask why is it i cringe

when i see your unsightliness it smells of hairs singed

but alas it's only human to live in the present

even when you claim to store up in heaven

what then do you live by

and by what do you live

are you living to take

or are you living to give

-someone

bliss.

every night we talk i get to know you more

every time we walk i feel like what's in store

is life continuously living like this

in such a harmonious joyful bliss

i'll always be here for you, alike in peace and war

-someone

help.

wise men say

only fools rush in

but i can't help

-r.m.

night.

my heart has lifted, my heart does soar

surely just by seeing you more

it's plainly simple and simply plain

it's so refreshing like a june rain

dark feelings aside, however contrite

my heart feels it true, my heart knows it's right

what more to say, what more to write

if i know that this feeling, this feeling is right

i'd go way beyond all depths and all heights

forgoing my senses and even by night

it stands so clear, as a tower with a light

i feel it inside, with all of my might

I cannot but think that this is what's right

-someone

awe.

it happened so fast it came out of the blue

right as you called for help, i was there next to you

it was simple and funny and as if it were on cue

we fixed it and left, with other things to do

we walked and we talked, we peeked and we gandered

we sneaked and we gazed, and eventually meandered

to study avast what we paid so much for

our education through books, but i was distracted by your

smile and those quirks, and facial contortions;

for excellent beauty has strangeness in proportion.

-someone

serene.

oh how today has lifted my heart
having spent it all with you.

-someone

special.

you say that you want it
i go out of my way
just to create it
to make special your day
and all the while long
i hope and i pray
that you'll simply look over
and smile and say
thank you so much
for all of today.

-someone

blink.

i've poured my bowl of mourning
so many times before
each and every time i do
i finish sad and sore
i'm broken down inside and out
cracked to the very core
and just as the sun rises
i'm back and reach for more

reality means nothing
in dreams obscured is lore
life in love and jubilee
could mean a life so poor
but for that chance to hold your hand
i'm knocking at your door

in times of storm and trouble
and waves upon the shore
through danger and adventure
in midst of fright'ning roar
i'll never leave you behind
i'll be here through fight and war

i've finished this bowl of morning
as ever i've done so before
but this time because you're next to me
my heart mended what tore
i'm fixed and happy beyond belief
extended to this rapport
and then i close my eyes again
to dream this tale once more.

-someone

i'd go.

beyond the world beyond the far
no matter how distant away you are
through deserts and forests and oceans of sand
just for the chance to hold your hand

-someone

hope.

the hurt and frowns
accompanying life's ups and downs
tease me "turn around"
on the slippery path of life's steep slope
but. there's always hope

-someone

T=2π√L/g

i oscillate
i give and take
i share my mind
you take your time
in mystery you hypothesize
for all my heart; compartmentalized.
but
you've made your choice you've shared your voice
you've turned around and walked away
now in my world, now in today
the sun's shone darker
not even one ray
i showed i cared
i gave i shared
now back
again
pendulum

-someone

change.

i know right now is not the time
but it's too precious too sublime
my sorrow's now propitious
desolation's now ambitious
simply because you've looked my way today.

Did my heart love 'til now? Forswear it, sight
For I ne'er saw true beauty 'til this night.

-someone

falling.

i think i've fallen and i think i've fell
into a slumber into a deep spell
my mind fixates my thoughts implore
a life with you worth so much more
because everything i think about and everything i do
brings me back to thinking about you

-someone

dream.

what wondrous vivid dream of mine enamored by thine eyes
none fairer doth exist a star set upon the skies
perchance in time she looketh down and vieweth from afar
my constant heart's sincerest act: my wish upon a star

-someone

chance.

i stand here all alone
longing just to be
looking in your eyes
for only me to see
my happiness inside

i'm scared of what to do
whether or not pursue
to spend forever
in song and dance
just waiting the chance

-someone

smile.

you make me smile, and all the while,
you don't know what's deep in my soul,
waiting to get out, wanting to sing and shout:
you make life fun, you make me smile like the sun.

-someone

bitter remembrance.

they say the outside matters not
the mold, the form, the hue, the lot
but in the end twas said: forgot

-someone

it begins.

secrets of mine, too many exist, but here i keep 'em
i fear to share, i fear to lose, unsafe if physically written
but anonymity disguises, harbors, conceals
so thus my heart can unveil.

-someone